Has nt been blogging for almost a year.
Why? Well, guess I do not have much to say.
It's been a tough year for me...
with all the 'bad' thing happening from work and
family...

Work wise, has been transferred to the Purchasing Department
since March...
Why the transfer??? Until now, I have not figure it out myself...
Could be my new boss do not trust me or as what was being told
to me, that they think I have potential and would like to groom me...
How true? God knows...
I have tried to stay as positive as possible...
Accepting the transfer, tried my best to learn new things in the dept...
Try my best to get along with all the people in the dept...
But, being new in the dept, is being assigned to do the 'shit' work that pple
do not like...
But, it's ok, I do... I learn...
Till now, after 6 months, how much have I learnt? Yet to evaluate...

Updated@1:17 AM

Hi, I'm back... after erh... wow... 20 long days...
Reasons being... busy... busy... and still is busy....

Well, lots of things happened durig this period...
- squeezing my mind to get X'mas present for frens & family mbrs...
- organised farewell (for Rosie) cum X'mas party for dept...
- got stomach flu again on NY eve thus missed out chance to bid gd bye to Rosie...
- went shopping for CNY clothes for kids...
- eh hmm... fell down at Orchard Road during the super peak hr...
- prepared all books and essential items for kids school re-opened...
- backed to works... trying to clear and follow up of outstanding works...
- brought ma go TTSH to remove her catheter... coz kor not available...
- attended meeting the parents session at King's (Ryan) Sec Sch..

Oh ya, Meh (Renee) down with fever since Tue.... and...
tempreture escalated to 38.9 and complaint joint pain this morning... and...
my biggest baby oso got fever and worst still... asthma attack this morning...
Got to take urgent leave just in case got to go hospital with him.... haiz...
Luckily his condition improved...
So only brought both to consult family doctor...

Feeling sort of exhausted having so many thing happening...
Oso feel very sad having to take last min leave all the time...
Feel grateful coz boss very understanding and supportive...

Anyway, told myself never let all these personal matters affect my work...

So, I must 加油。。。 加油。。。 加油。。。

updated in this wanna 加油 mood...

Updated@10:14 PM

I was shocked!!!! or it shld be....
I'm shocked!!!! Am still shocked!!!

It's Ryan...

Ok... nt due to Ryan's Sec Sch posting...
In fact, I am ok with the posting result
thou it is nt the ideal choice of sch...
I was hoping for Bo Wen or at least Deyi...
But, it turned out to be Serangoon Garden..
Anyway, that's fine coz it is very near our home....
It's truly fine...

Ok... I was shocked...
Think I will drop dead instantly...
if my heart is any weaker...

It's Ryan's handphone bill...
It read $700 plus for total charge!!!!!
Hw the hell he got charged for such a shocking amount???
We have antispated for the bill to be high...
maybe a hundred or two...
But nt this shocking high amount...

Was in total shocked, rage and speechless...

So, decided to confiscate his handphone...
No Christmas present, confiscate all his any pao...
and... no more monthly allowance for him...

As of now, I still can't get over this freaking shock...

This is the shock of my life...

Updated in this shocking moment...

Updated@4:29 PM

Hi, I'm back... feeling nervous...

Why nervous???
It's the announcement day for secondary school posting 2moro...

Why nervous???
Coz that's when I'll know which school is Ryan being posted to...

Why nervous???
Coz have no confident that he will be posted to the school of our choice...

Why nervous???
Coz am worry that he got posted to a school too far from our home...

Anyway, will know the result 2moro...

As for now.... I'm nervous....

Updated at this nervous moment...

Updated@8:41 PM

Thanks to Belle's recommendation to www.karaokeparty.com
Now, we are so into online kara-oke... esp Ray & Renee
I enjoyed it too...
It's great esp for pple like me...
love to sing but with that horrible voice...
juz too pai seh to sing in front of frens la...
But, after trying it out yesterday with Belle and Athena
plus the kids...
we juz love it...
Coz we all sounded equally horrible... ahahaha...
After all, juz wanna have some fun... enjoy...

Then, read this news in the chinese paper...
Auntie sings kara-oke at home everyday...
then kana complaint by neighbours...
The neighbour go paste notice at void deck...
Oh ya, oso paste outside her door...
Pleading for her to lower her volumn...

Then I told my babies...
Pls remember to close the room door...
Plus the windows...
Not forgetting the toilet door too...
BEFORE we start having our beloved...

KARA-OKE SESSION!!!!!!

Yea... Yea... Yea...

Updated in a kara-oke mood...

Updated@11:02 AM

Took leave today wanna bring MIL aka Mum-In-Law for
medical checkup at Tan Tock Seng Hospital (TTSH).
Then was told that Carol (dar's sister) will bring...
Called sis informing we will bring since took leave liao...
but she insisted...
So, suggested she bring kids here so can play with my darlings...

Then, decided to make use of some time to update my blog...
Charlene said mine is a DEAD BLOG... ahahaha
True la... hardly any update... pai seh... :P
But I usually very busy mah... work, home, kids, tv, games,
msn chat wif Teresa, Belle, etc....
Heh heh... ya la ya la... all are excuses la...
But really dunno wat to write mah...

Then, dar came into the room... wanna sleep...
Then, I suddently feel very sian...
Dar forever chose to sleep when he feels he got nothing to do...
Suggest we go eat lunch but he not very keen...
So, now I just feel sian... sian... very sian... still sian...

Got to stop liao la...
Coz dar's snoring right beside me...
Make me feel even more sian...
Sian until dunno wat to say liao...
Because I am very extremely SIAN now...

Updated at this very SIAN moment....

Updated@12:01 PM

LEXUS CUP, one of the major golf events held each year in Singapore. It was held in TMCC last year...

This year, it was decided that it would be held in SICC, where I work....
and, for reason that I do not know, I was being tasked to be one of the hotlines "hotties"...
Well, I must say that the hotlines are truly hot but are we "hotties" truly hot?????
Ya, maybe, 'hot' being screamed and scolded over the phone calls each and everyday except Sat and Sun...

However, I must admit that I like this task...
having the chance to listen to the frustrations of members for not being able to use the club on the event days unless they are lucky enough to obtain a pass...
helping to provide any info that members needed to know... helping members to sort out their problems for not receiving the pass in time for the event...

Amongst all the calls answered, majority were unpleasant but there were also compliments from member for my positive attitute and for trying my best to assist... My fren asked me, "how do you handle it???"
BELIEVE... I believed in helpping peole...
I believed that if people are happy due to my assistance in solving their problems, it's double happiness for me...
Next is, REFUSE... I refused to let these calls or any situation arised from the calls to make me angry, unhappy, frustrated or whatsoever you call it...
coz, I have enough problems to worry about or feel troubled about...
hence, I kept telling myself...
the members were not scolding me, they are scolding the event and the Club... not ME... ahahaha....

Oh ya, since I have to station at the Bukit Location during the 3 event days...
I've decided to tack along with my husband's taxi to the Club...
but the condition is...
I have to wake up at 5 am in the morning... yawn....
I was dead tired after the first day and was knock out by 10.30 pm...
I never sleep at 10 plus unless I'm sick!!!
Well, I'm yawning and yawning right now while writing this blog...
won't be surprised to kana knock out at 10 plus again tonight.....

Yawn... Yawn... Yawn...

Updated at this sleepy moment...

Updated@6:46 AM

Has been sick since Thurs....

Thursday, was down with stomach flu after taking a bowl of BoboCharChar with empty stomach...
Within an hour, I'm totally defeated by the bloated feeling in my stomach followed by migraine and fever...
Was unable to even get out of my bed to have my shower and change my clothes before bedtime...
Simply just covered myself with my blanky and pillow drifting in and out of sleeps....
ignoring the noises of Ray, Renee and the TV around me...
Woke up at 4.12 am with spliting headache and tummy ache....
Struggled to the washroom to urine and wash up a bit before crawling back to bed again and wished that the dawn never come....

Friday, 7.05 am, my alarm went off.... opened my eyes and comtemplated whether I'm well enough to get up and get off to work as I was on leave the day before and should be at work today to prepare and send out agenda for Finance Comm Meeting scheduled on next Tuesday... but after my first try to get up, I felt that this body just dun seems to be mine...
every bone in my body seemed to be falling apart and screaming pain...
Smsed Verliyn and boss to inform that I need to go to the doctor...
Felt bad abt it coz had just took time off on Wed to buy my migraine medicine from the doc...
Hopefully boss dun think that I fake sick...
Time passed with me feeling pain and having cold sweat...
even tried to curl myself up in the feotus position to reduce the pain...
Got up again at 9 am to make arrangement for my colleague to get signature for some documents...
But just can't get myself out of the bed and continue drifting in and out of sleep till noon...
Watever it is, didnt managed to see the doc till evening...
Diagnosed its stomach flu and wanna give me MC for 2 days (Fri & Sat)...

Saturday, went back to office to get the agenda done...
however, some of the papers are not ready so could only send out on Monday... Was having tummy ache and feeling nausea the whole time...
suffering... suffering... suffering...

Well, hope I'll be well and about by Monday so that I can function normally... Just felt so helpless and useless this whole time for not being able to do work properly and think properly...

Dun wanna fall sick anymore... dun wanna fall sick anymore...

Updated at this dun wanna fall sick anymore moment...

Updated@5:08 PM

Always thot that blogging is like exposing your deepest thots to people regardless whether they know you or not...

Updated@5:41 PM